So, I got to 119, got a little better, and jumped back up to 122. What the fuck? Also, the doctors finally decided to do something about my heart. I have to wear a monitor for 30 days so they can see why it’s beating so fast and out of rhythm. Anyway, I’m trying to be on Tumblr more often, which I probably will be, I’m just not feeling too great. I’ll be as active as possible. :)
Even though I’m still feeling sick, I’m feeling a lot better than I was. Had to go back to classes today, but they were just taking notes, so I was fine. Also, on Saturday and Thursday I ate unhealthy things, but other than that I was fine. Only good thing I got out of being sick was getting down to 119, and my size 0 formal dress fitting perfectly. Worth it? Probably.
Oh, and my blood work came back and they say that for now my levels are within the right levels.
Hey, guys. Just wanted to let you know I was still really sick. They detected something wrong with my liver enzymes so they’re doing blood tests now.
Please don’t unfollow me if I don’t post for a little while.
Sorry I haven’t been on as much recently as usual. I’ve been really sick. The good thing is that with whatever I have I can’t eat. They don’t know exactly what’s wrong, but they’ve ordered bed rest for me today. I hope all of you are doing well. Message me if you need anything.
P.S. Watching Criminal Minds and The Goblet of Fire is a great way to spend the day in bed. :)
Self harm is more than what you think. You self harm once. Just once. Even if you vow never to do it again. You will. You’ll cut for no reason. You’ll just want to. You’ll get addicted. You’ll feel the need to wherever you are. When the blade hits your body. When it breaks your skin. The blood starts dripping out of the wound and you feel relieved. It’s a disease.
Reblog this if you care. If you’re willing to talk to anyone who needs your help. x:
Must be following me.
Must REBLOG, not like.
Reblog if you’re an active weight loss blog, talk about ana, are a self-mutilator, or any combination of these.
Follow me, and I’ll follow you back. I need motivation.
I really need thinspiration right now. I need followers that can help me to reach my goals. For every follower I get, I’ll do 100 crunches, and run half a mile.